Was it triggered by you? Found myself unable to look you in the eyes.. As face to face, my eye dodges a direct line of sight.. What the hell is this? Expecting you day and nights.. Gotta hate it, haven't felt this way since a long time ago..
Love or Lust..? I wonders..
Could you be the one to free me from my tormention? Or are you another one to lead me into another tormention.
A Thursday in the near future, I'm open for you.. Will I get past it alone or with you? A mystery for now but soon to be revealed..
相识不过多少天，
却对你念念不忘。
是何时被你侵略?
不知不觉不小心，
不安不稳不知何。
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2 comments:
baby,,, you're so cute >o<
Dear Aiven,
I'm not sure if you are ever going to see this, but I wanted you to know that are my first love and the one who i will always love. Though you may hurt me by not believing me when i say "i love you" i will do it again a thousand times over.. i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you forever...
You probably dont know and dont understand why i have to leave because you refuse to see what u to see, all you ever do is criticise me,, but i never did mind because i love you... but i'm sorry you hurt me too much that i can no longer breathe around you, you are smothering me...
you never cared about how much it hurt to hear to say you do not want to try again for me...i miss you so much that i went back to your blog and re-read all the entries you ever wrote about me,, it makes to smile to know what maybe you did love me,, but i know now that all that had ended the moment i fell in love you, the moment you finally got me...
Aiven, you have left a mark that would never heal, why cant u see that i really want you here? why cant you love me? why cant you lie and just tell me that you do love me? why cant you just say that everything would be okay if we tried? why do you try to push the blame around? why must you torment me?
everything has finally ended now... i will be stronger i will be independent.. thankyou for showing me how.. I wish all the best.. i love you
Stephanie
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