Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Stress-Fool

Current life - unbelievably stressful, work, study, assignment, exam, You, etc

Feeling force pushing into me constantly, tightly tied, unable to unknot ownself. 17days left to get into "Big Boy's Toys Mode" again. Will I came out winner or loser again?

Suck to live my life, suck to have the attitude of running away from stress.

Constantly escaping, lying things not to be done. Ditching work as if it was never there, treating importance as rubbish.

Forged as a blunt sword, yet where is my sharpening stone? Would it be myself? Would it be someone still finding their way to me? Was it ever there?

Dear boss, me = tired. Dear family, me = not in the mood. Dear friends, me = no time. Dear me, me = whinner.

Acting like a fool, destress? Acting like doesn't care at all, hiding stress? Running away, being me? Do I need help? Unable to be independant?

2 comments:

Damien|ダミエン said...

speak up if u need to, just give me a call n go yamcha

Aiven said...

Haha sure.. thx